请帮我翻译一下下面这小段话,请把我的意思译准确一点.给分!(谢绝机译)

I am sorry it did not repeat it at the time and contact you. There is no phone, no information. You must feel puzzled, I kept saying love you, but you always avoided. In fact, this is not my intention. Since you go after the occurrence of a lot of things, it is difficult to explain a time, but my English is also a lot worse, whenever the phone number you dial, but do not know what to say. this time in Shanghai to see you. I know you are unhappy. do not know how to comfort you. I just want to tell you, I did not lie to you, our photos have been in my computer, and I am a camera inside the boy is not as you think. Please believe me. Please forgive me.

I;m so sorry for haven't got in touch with you for a long time,even with a call or message.You must be confused,because I say I love you but just avoid you all the time.It isn't what i mean actually.Lots of thing have happened since you left here,and it's hard to explain all in a short time,moreover,my English is going backward.I don't know what to say everytime I type your phone number.I know you were unhappy when I met you in shanghai this time,but i just don't know how to comfort you.All i want to tell is that I am not cheating you .I have keeping our photo in my computer .And the boy in my camera is not what you are thinking about.Trust me and forgive me please.