把这几句话翻译成英文,(有难度)

一直以来我都想变成这样的人，一个开朗的，一个健谈的，一个有勇气大胆追求自己想要的东西的，一个能够用热情感染周围人的人...但那似乎很难。

An optimistic one ,a conversational one ,a man who have great bravery to pursue what thing I want to, a man who have full passion to communicate around people ,I always want to be a man like that ,but it seems so difficult

Long have I been imagining myself such a person, a cheerful and talkative one, courageous enough to pursue what I want and able to influence the people around me with my passion. But it seems so difficult.

Since I have wanted to turn such person, open and bright, talkative, the thing which has the courage to pursue itself to want boldly, periphery can use to infect person's person warmly…But that is as if very difficult.

I would like to be a person, a cheerful, talkative one, a bold courage to pursue their own things, a warm and can be used with the people around them ... but it would seem difficult.

I always want to be a person like that , outgoing , talkative,and who is brave enough to pursue what he wants ,that can influence people around him with his passion .But it seems very hard.