Back To December
/ translated by Tony MJ /proofreading by Ghost L
Back To December
I’m so glad you made time to see me
谢谢你能特地抽出时间来看我
How’s life? Tell me, how’s your family?
最近过得如何?你的家人们怎么样?
I haven’t seen them in a while
我已经有一段时间没有见过你们了
You’ve been good,busier than ever
你说自己还不错,只是比以前忙了一点
We small talk, work ,and the weather
我们局促的谈论着日常的工作和天气
Your guard is up and I know why
你始终心存芥蒂,我想我知道原因
Because the last time you saw me
大概你最后一次见我的情景
It still burned in the back of your mind
依然在你的内心深处灼烧着你
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
你送给我玫瑰,而我却任由它们枯萎
So this is me swallowing my pride,
所以此刻我咽下我所有的傲慢
Standing in front of you saying
在你面前面对着你说
I’m sorry for that night
那晚我真的不该如此
And I go back to December all the time,
我无时无刻都祈望着可以再次回到那个十二月
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
回归了自己的自由,却只剩对你的思念充斥着空虚
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
我多希望我可以在与你在一起时意识到我拥有着的是多么美好的一切
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
我祈望着可以再次回到那个十二月,转回我执意离开的背影,让所有事情都回归正确的轨迹
I go back to December all the time
我一直都祈望着可以再次回到那个十二月
These days I haven’t been sleeping
这些时日我一直辗转无眠
Staying up playing back myself leaving
彻夜回想我离开时的情景
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call,
直到你的生日过去,我都没有打来电话
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
接着我回想起了夏日的那些美好的时光
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
我看着副驾驶座上的你的笑容
And I realized I loved you in the fall
在秋天来临时,我发觉自己已经深深的爱上了你
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
随后恐惧就这样潜入我的心里,伴随而来是无尽的黑暗和冰冷
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
你给予的是全部的爱,我丢下的却只是一句告别
So this is me swallowing my pride,
所以此刻我咽下我所有的傲慢
Standing in front of you saying
在你面前面对着你说
I’m sorry for that night
那晚我真的不该如此
And I go back to December all the time,
我无时无刻都祈望着可以再次回到那个十二月
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
回归了自己的自由,却只剩对你的思念充斥着空虚
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
我多希望我可以在与你在一起时意识到我拥有着的是多么美好的一切
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
我祈望着可以再次回到那个十二月,转回我执意离开的背影,转回自己的心意
I go back to December all the time
我无时无刻都祈望着可以再次回到那个十二月
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
我怀念着你褐色的皮肤与温暖的微笑,于我竟是那样的美好和适合
And how you held me in your arms that September night
怀念着你是如何将我揽入怀中,那个九月的夜晚
The first time you ever saw me cry
当你第一次见到我的哭泣
Maybe this is a wishful thinking
也许这是一个只能被成之为愿望的想法
Probably mindless dreaming
也许只是一个未经思考的梦
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right
如果我们再次相爱,我发誓我一定会珍惜你
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
我会选择回到那个时刻改变一切,但我终究不能
So if the chain is on your door ,I understand
所以如果你的心门依然对我紧锁,我也会理解
This is me swallowing my pride,
所以此刻我咽下我所有的傲慢
Standing in front of you saying
在你面前面对着你说
I’m sorry for that night
那晚我真的不该如此
And I go back to December .
我祈望着可以回到那个十二月
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
回归了自己的自由,却只剩对你的思念充斥着空虚
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine
我多希望我可以在与你在一起时意识到我拥有着的是多么美好的一切
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
我祈望着可以再次回到那个十二月,转回我执意离开的背影,让所有事情都回归正确的轨迹
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
我祈望着可以回到那个十二月改变自己的想法
I go back to December all the time
我无时无刻都祈望着可以再次回到那个十二月
All the time
无时无刻……