well..it may be hard to leave him.but as far as I am concerned, time will cure everything. try it. a life without him.find something beautiful around you which you didn't notice.and, be brave,good luck.
你英语好棒!我有点晕…前面的该可以,越看越费劲…实在看不动了……SORRY . I CAN'T HELP YOU .
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Learning is more important!!!