I got the bad mood recently. Everyday, I do the same protecting, and I dont know when will be the last. And you know what, I think people should never tell a lie. Once you did, you probably never come out again. And the lie will destory your life untill your death.
So I am seeking a relief from that, and relief might be just my nature character. What I wanna do is to get away from my home, and to be a teacher in a far, small and strange village. I would like to do some good things for others in my limited life.
However, I have to say sorry to my parents, and that's the only word I can say. Now, I want to living as a vagrant for a while, change place, and do something I wanna do--teaching in a village. You know why I have that opinion, because you can't image how I have been shot by those reports about the village children when I frist time read them. Their annual life fee are even not over a hundred yuan, but the number could just be a part of my daily spending which those children could never think about. So, I might change after a different enviorment...