各位大佬？谁能把这段话翻译成英文？谢谢！

As finding the creed that was once firmly believed, the faith that was once firmly believed was after the innocent illusion originally, the agony and disappointment follow, and is mixed with some fear, and uneasy. Then terrified discovery desperate to stand in you closer quietly already. You begin all day as sucking the opium and it is companion, helpless self- ruin to be desperate. Then, become more downhearted. Everything that was once firmly believed becomes as if being cut off from the outside world for ages, think that seemed to live in the false fairy tale kingdom that was full of cheating in the past by oneself. The brightness becomes out of reach, even has already forgotten his color. The agony all day makes some miserable. But even except thick haze here, the bright hope still exists, however, then must cross that strong darkness, then, become out of reach to embrace that bright hope again, if it is difficult to step on it. Misty hope, still exist. In fact,in at the beginning of,destine already final result ones that cheat. Too the believing, the agony after making makes pain unusual of firmness. Funny firmly believing that is turned into the classical black humour, wrote as a perfect tragedy in the past.

When the discovery was firmly believe that the creed, has firmly believe that the original conviction is naive to imagine, pain and disappointment followed, but mixed with some fear and anxiety. The discovery of despair and panic has been quietly standing by your previous. You like smoking opium as the day began with despair as partners, but the self-destruction. Therefore, become increasingly depressed. Have become convinced that all the Huangrugeshi that his past as if life is full of deceit in the hypocrisy of the kingdom of the fairy tale. Bright become distant, or even have forgotten his color. The suffering of the day makes some Shengburusi. But even in this thick layer of haze, the bright hope still exists, but it was powerful through the darkness, therefore, embrace it and become a better hope that the remote and difficult as impossible.
Piaomiao the hope still exists.
In fact, in the beginning, cheated on the outcome have been doomed. Too firm belief that makes the pain after the pain became abnormal. Before the ridiculous has become convinced that the classic black humor, has written a perfect tragedy.
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When the discovery was firmly believe that the creed, has firmly believe that the original conviction is naive to imagine, pain and disappointment followed, but mixed with some fear and anxiety. The discovery of despair and panic has been quietly standing by your previous. You like smoking opium as the day began with despair as partners, but the self-destruction. Therefore, become increasingly depressed. Have become convinced that all the Huangrugeshi that his past as if life is full of deceit in the hypocrisy of the kingdom of the fairy tale. Bright become distant, or even have forgotten his color. The suffering of the day makes some Shengburusi. But even in this thick layer of haze, the bright hope still exists, but it was powerful through the darkness, therefore, embrace it and become a better hope that the remote and difficult as impossible.
Piaomiao the hope still exists.
In fact, in the beginning, cheated on the outcome have been doomed. Too firm belief that makes the pain after the pain became abnormal. Before the ridiculous has become convinced that the classic black humor, has written a perfect tragedy.
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