请帮忙用英语翻译下面一段话 谢谢 不要有道等翻译工具来翻译 那样一个...

I don't know why I suddenly think of keeping a journal again. I just don't want to feel bored all the time with nothing to do. I want to show them that I am trying my best to build a wonderful future.

I don't know the reason why I'm studdenly fond of writing a diary.a feeling hadn't felt in a long time studdenly have an idea to make some difference I have to do sth for myself to prove myself to them 仅供参考~偶相信偶滴英语水平~

I don't know why I suddenly have a strong desire to write a diary.And I am just unwilling to idle away. So I decide to fight for my future and to prove myself to them.

I don't know why suddenly want to write diary feeling of suddenly do not want to have nothing to do I need for my future efforts to prove to them.
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I don't know why suddenly want to write diary feeling of suddenly do not want to have nothing to do I need for my future efforts to prove to them.或 l don't know the reason why I'm studdenly fond of writing a diary.a feeling hadn't felt in a long time studdenly have an idea to make some difference I have to do sth for myself to prove myself to them