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水仙这花，便是我的命格。我有四个命格，各自掌管着一个时段，春天以水仙、兰花为命，夏以莲为命，秋以秋海棠为命，冬以腊梅为命。没有这四种花，我就没有了生命。一个季节缺少了我的一种花，就剥夺了我那一季的生命。水仙中秣陵的水仙最好，我住在秣陵，并不是简单地家在秣陵，而是住在水仙的家乡。记得丙午年的春季，起先是没有钱过年，衣服和行囊全都变卖完了，等到水仙开花的时候，已是强弩之末（走到尽头了），无法获得任何的钱财。想启程去看水仙却没有钱，家人劝说：“请停下来吧，一年不看这花，也不是什么特别的事情。”我说：“你想夺去我的生命吗？宁可让我少一年的寿命，也不要少看一年的花。而且我从别的地方冒着雪回来，就是为着水仙，不看水仙的话，跟不回金陵，仍然在别的地方过年又有什么不同？”家人没法阻止我，便由着我变卖了簪子珥饰去打点行程。

注：秣陵和金陵都是南京
评：是为痴人也...

Narcissus of a flower, to the life also. I have four lives, the Secretary moment, spring narcissus, orchids for the life, the lotus of summer life, as life Begonia fall to winter to bloom as life. No such four flowers, is no life also; season to a lack of flowers is also wins for season of life. Narcissus to Moling the most, to the House in Moling, non-family Moling, home on Daffodil town also, remember Heigo Spring, the first-degree year-old non-owned, clothing capsule quality to do, the cause of narcissus is on, was a spent force, cable a money shall not carry on. Wishing to purchase non-owned, the family said: "Please have of a year do not look at the flowers, nor strange." I said: "Yu allegedly attempted to grab Wuming Down? Rather short the first year of life, not by the first year of flowers. And I trek from afar and go on narcissus, Narcissus does not see, is not back in Jinling He Yi, almost old soldier is still afar? "family can not only listen to the purchase of quality hairpin Joel,

Narcissus is who nourish my soul . For a year , four seasons , in each of them , there is a favored flower who do me just like that . Orchid and narsissus for spring , lotus for summer , Chinese flowering crabapple for autuam , and in winter days ,it is wintersweet . i cannot live without them . Better kill me than deprive the flower from me every single season . MoLing was chosed as my dwelling not because whatever it is but because it is the land of narcissus . BingWu spring , i was down and out so as all of clothes and many other daily aryicles were impawned . it is really embarraming i am so ruined that no cent could be saved to buy narcissus . My people said :"why not stop for this year ? it's noting not having it . " "you'd better kill me , i 'm wiling to trade my time for the flowers . narcissus is the only renson i came back home disregaring the storm . if i cannot see it , what is sense i coming back? " my household have noting to do with me but let me impawn jedewares to buy it .