求一句英语翻译（中译英）、高手进

1.Often cried to laughter when i was young,but laughed to crying when grown up.So hard to grow up,so is being yourself.
2.When i was young,i always cried but burst into laughing in the end,yet when i grown up,laughing always ended in crying.So hard to grow up,so is being yourself.

本人渣见，不知以上两个题主更喜欢哪一个，有不对的欢迎指正。

有道词典值得拥有

I laughed when I was a child. I laughed when I grew up. it's hard to grow up. it's hard to be myself.
翻译的时候，中英句子总有那么一些不同步，希望能帮到你

When I was young, cried and cried and laughed, grew up, smiled and laughed and cried, it's hard to grow up, to do their own.