我的痛苦
My Pain
我感到如此痛苦!我真的不知道我和她做错了什么,你们不了解不理我的那种孤独的感受是什么。我不认为人们能够理解我,甚至我自己也无法理解自己。我的生活一团糟,有时我甚至想死。我付出了这么多,可是有任何回报吗?没有!
I feel so painful! I really don't know what she and I have done wrong. You don't understand what is my loneliness. I don't think people can understand me, even myself can't, either. My life is in a mess, and sometimes I just want to die. I have payed so much, but is there any return? No!
我想告诉每个人我感到多么孤单,但我只是伪装自己很坚强。我只是在自欺欺人。
I want to tell every one how lonely I am, but I just pretend to be very strong. I just deceive myself.
我不会再相信他们了,他们总是在欺骗我。该死的。我不管他们以后会怎样对我和她。为什么他们都阻止我和她在一起?有谁能告诉我我错在哪里?我不想在这最需要她的时刻失去她。这让我感觉糟糕透了。
I won't trust them any more, because they always deceive me. Damn it. I don't care how they will treat her and me. Why they always prevent me from being together with her? Who can tell me what I have done wrong? I don't want to lose her when I need her most. It makes me feel so bad.
上帝,你真的认为我是一个……的孩子吗?你不是在耍我吧?够了!!!我会继续承受这种痛苦。我不是超人。我祈求你让我离开吧。我只想要她,仅此而已。 这该死的爱情。
God, do you really think that I am a ......child? Are you making fun of me? Stop it!!! I will continue to endure this kind of pain. I am not a superman. I beg you to let me leave. I only want her, nothing more. The damned love.
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my pains
i feel so painful! i really dont know what did wrong between she and i, you dont understand what is meaning of my lonliess. i dont think that people can understand me, even i can not understand myself. my life is massive, i want to die sometimes. i paid so much for life, did i get any returns? none!
i want to tell everyone how i feel lonly, but i just prevented myselft is strong. i was just cheating myself.
i will not trust them anymore, they are always cheating on me. Damn it. i dont care what do they do to her and me. why they are trying to stop she and i getting together? who can tell me what did i wrong? i dont lost her at the moment i really need her. this feeling is so terrible.
God, do you really think i am one of your children? are you not kidding me? Enough!!! i will continuly suffer this pains. i am not a superman. i pray that let me go. i just want to her. That's all. this damn love.
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