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What is confidence? I wish to be a confident one, but where should I start? It's our heart where the confidence comes from.
I used to be one of those who are not confident because I don't think I'm worthy. I was too afraid to be with confidence and afraid to face the failures brought by my arrogance. I think I need to be stronger to be worthy of being confident!
Where is the confidence exactly? Is it comes to me only if I strive? Is it exchangeable with something equaivalent?
But how can I achieve it?
Confidence is like a sail, and I'm the one who lift it, the sail of confidence.
I was once a successful one when I put efforts in achieving something, with confidence.
However, I always feel a sense of loss when failures come to me, It feels like the confidence has already gone. I'm no longer a confident one.
At this time, the sail of confidence is hanging down, no longer mighty as before.
In our life, it is unavoidable for us to meet obstacles. But there is a thought sometimes come to my mind, why am i still defeated even if I put so much efforts to get what I want? Why God do not spare me any chance to be with confidence?
I want to lift my sail high, I want to lead those who fail to get over their frustration.
I understand how difficult it is but I know that I will succeed outstandingly when I believe in myself. No one can stop me.
Power comes from belief. A confident one can strive for his dream and surely he can get success in the end.
By encouraging myself in this way, confidence comes back to me, giving me power again. I want to accomplish my own success with confidence.
I don't believe that how we goes on is meant to be, I believe that I can success with lifting my sail of confidence.
I want to change my life no matter how tough it is. I can still lift my hand high because I'm with confidence.
With confidence, I don't believe in what is doomed to be;
With confidence, I trust I will achieve success;
With confidence, I'm going to strive for success.
Confidence is a desire comes from heart, a willpower which will never shatter.
From now on, I'm going to be a confident sailer, lift my sail of confidence high, heading forward to the path of success and accomplish my dream. I believe that I can.

Sail the boat of confidence

What the fuck is confidence? I want it ,but where is it from?from bottom of my heart.
Im a rubbish man before ,because im very poor.im scared of failure come to me like a rolling stone.i think i wanna search for the light,i wanna money bring me confidence.
Where the fuck is confidence?Where the fuck is confidence i want?i need to try to have it or i can buy it with money. but what should i do?
I want it ,its a boat im a sailor ,im an awesome man.
I tried to do a thing i did it ,i have confidence
But when i fail , i feel bad.i think its gone , i lose it .
This is when the sail fail.
In the struggling life,u meet lots of waves.but sometimes i think i tried with confience. how the fuck i fail.
i wanna sail the boat of confident.i wanna bring my man out of lost.
i know its hard but i have faith i can do it and no one can stop me.
so if u have faith u have power,so u can work for ur dream and made it real
after all confidence fall apon my shoulders give me strenth , in the meantime i use it to success.
i dont believe faith is mean to be,i trust if u have confience u can sail the boat of success.
i will release myself from faith,even i will meet lots of failure and hard time,but i will stand up again ,this is confience.
because of it i dont trust faith
because of it i know i can success
because of it i will run to success
its a aim its a perseverance.
From now on,i will be a good sailor i sail my boat of confience towards success to my dream and i believe i can.

what is the definition of confidence? i wish to have confidence, but where does it come from? from the bottom of the heart, the confidence from the heart.

i was not a person who had much confidence before, because i did not have the excuse of being confident. i was afraid of being confident and i was scared, i was afraid that my eyeless confidence would bring me failure again and again. i thought i have to search the confidence and i have to have a proper excuse of being confident.

where is the confidence? where is the confidence that i want? do i have to pay enough efforts to own the confidence or need an equal exchange?
however, how can i approve it?

i want to have the confidence, the confidence is like a sail and i am the sailer of it, i want to sail the confident ocean

i used to trying my best to do one thing and i was succeed with my such confidence, but when we are failed, we would lose our confidence. i could feel the confidence has been far away from me and the sail now become a unconfident sail.

in our life ocean, there are many unpredictable danger. sometimes i thought i have paid a lot but why those danger just come after me even i do not have a chance to have the confidence.

i have to sail out of the rattrap to shine the people around me.

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What is the definition of confidence? I hope to have confidence, however, these confidence where come of? From the bottom of heart, from self-confidence.
Before I am not a confident person, because I have no confidence in the capital. I dare not confident, and I was afraid, afraid of blind confidence will only bring failed again and again. I think: I will seek to have confidence in my confidence, the capital!
Confidence in where? I want the confidence where on earth? I need to have confidence to? Is equivalent to exchange? But, how can I do that?
I want self-confidence, self-confidence, like the sail and I am, I will sail up confidence sails.
I have been very hard very hard to do one thing, I'm confident, so I was successful.
However, when we lose, I naturally there will be a loss. If I feel confident no longer stay beside me, because I have lost confidence.
The sail slowly towards prolapse: yes, no previous that momentum.
In the big surfy sea life, meet so many waves is inevitable. But, I sometimes think: I have very self-confident very hard to do a thing. But why should come in my calamity upon? Why even let me have the confidence to also don't give?
I will raise self-confidence, I will lead the sail out of the people around.
I know this may be hard to do. But I'm confident, I believe I can finish it well. So who are unable to stop.
Confidence is power, confident can go for his dream, and implementation.
So confident or again come to me, and it gives me strength. At the same time, I also want to create success with confidence.
I don't believe in fate is doomed, I believe that as long as there is confident of success, I can sail and sail.
I want to liberate themselves from the fate, if encounter frustration and failure of numerous, but still I can stand up, it is confidence.
Because the confidence, so I don't believe in fate.
Because the confidence, so I believe they can succeed.
Because the confidence, so I'm going to rush toward success.
Self-confidence is the heart of a kind of ideal, a kind of perseverance.
From now on, I will do a good, I want to sail for their self-confidence, raise the windsurfing towards the success, to realize my ideal. I believe that I can do.